What’s Happening Wednesday: Confessions

Confession is good for the soul, not necessarily for the reputation.  So I’m going to keep my public declarations about myself to a minimum.  Do not expect a Bobby Brown biography or an Usher style airing of my dirty laundry.  My life has not been nearly as interesting as Mr. Brown’s and gratefully, Mr. Raymond and I have no stories to swap.  I really only have one confession to make. It’s deeply personal, and very difficult for me to admit… But here it goes.

I don’t feel well.

Those four words are incredibly hard for me to say.

Yesterday, I went to work for the first time in a week, after being knocked on my arse by a sudden illness.  It was an exhausting day.  All I wanted to do was curl up in a ball and go to sleep.  It wasn’t post-op pain.  I don’t seem to be suffering from complications.  I just don’t feel like my normal self.  (I mean, normal for me).

i’m walking slower than normal.  My food tastes weird, and I just don’t have the gumption to get up and go as my schedule requires.  I don’t even want to stay up and watch the Daily Show.

i guess my road to recovery is going to require a few more steps.  I’m trying to allow myself the time and space to pull myself together… And the first step is admitting to myself,  and to you… I do not feel well.

Prayers appreciated.

Mama Radford


One thought on “What’s Happening Wednesday: Confessions

  1. RECOVERY is not just a word. RE COVER RY is to get back something. i.e. your health. As you know, it takes longer for INTERNAL healing as opposed to external. Let your body take the time it needs to R E C O V E R!!!!


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