Can we rap a taste? I’ll let you settle in *checks fb real quick* Ready? Ok.
Loneliness will take you there. It will take you to glancing back at your ex. It will take you to lowering your standards. It will take you to accepting all manner of treatment. It will take you into just plain bad decisions if you let it. 

Don’t let it. That glance back could turn into 10 years of wasted time. Those lowered standards could lead to you supporting him! That loneliness could lead you into an emotionally and/or physically abusive relationship . Again, don’t let it. 

You are worthy of unconditional, cant get enough, drink yo bath water, climb the highest mountain, always choosing you type love. You deserve that 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 love. 

So hold on. Keep living and learning yourself. Surround yourself with loving family and friends that not only affirm your awesome but aren’t afraid to call you on your bullcrap. The right guy will find you and it wont be a bunch of confusion because God does not operate in confusion.

Love letter to myself,

~Ruth