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When thinking about the topic for this week, so many things came to mind. I am in the middle of my first fan fiction, which is shaping up to be…something. I’m still not quite sure that I’m doing with it yet, but it is taking a shape on of it’s own making, which is a healthy way to write, but I’m still not sure what is going to happen with it. As it stands, it feels a little stale. The need for balance and self improvement are things that I have never been especially good at.

I want to lose weight. Life is so hectic with four kids and their activities, not mention other responsibilties, that the only times that I have available are either late at night or very early in the morning to work out. Late at night is when I really get to de-stress with my wife and talk about the day. Early in the morning is when I am, well…sleeping, which is important since we go to bed so late at night. 5 hours of sleep per night is the average. But, I know that I need to do something. Eating well is not a strong suit. Food allergies keep me from doing the whole raw food deal. I don’t like salads.

I also should be trying to develop more leadership skills. I never really think of myself as a leader, but it is apparent that I am. I think a good leader has to first lead himself, or herself. I’m not doing that very well. This has to change.

I want to read the Bible from cover to cover. Yeah, but most days I’m doing good to get a prayer in before the day blasts off.

You’re probably reading this and thinking: SHEESH, this guy has so many excuses.

You would be correct.

Balance. There has to be something more, something for me. Besides writing. I need to take time out for myself, to do the things that will make me stronger. In the end, it will help me be better for others when they need me. Making time is the hardest step. Admitting I have a problem is the easiest.

So world, my name is Justin, and I am an addict. I need help. I’m addicted to imbalance. It is time to stage an intervention. It is time for change.

~ JB